I narrow in on Christianity because about 31% of the world is Christian and it is what I am most familiar with. You mention beliefs and feelings you have about the your religions. Why are you Christian instead of Muslim? Could it possibly be because you grew up in a Christian society? Are you attracted to monotheism because it fulfills something you need? I feel as if you didn't read my piece: atheism is the lack of belief in a god. All children are born atheist, and we fill their heads with all sorts of ideas. Are all children and everyone born before the birth of Jesus going to hell? Your religion is a mess, and it spends a ton of time making sense out of harmful nonsense.